honestly

by the things i post i probably sound like the biggest bitch, which is what i’ve been called by my “friends” lately; i’ll tell you what i tell them- im not being a bitch, im being honest. people claim they want “REAL FRIENDS” and they want you to be honest. But the second you open your mouth to explain the realness of the situation you become the hugest bitchh to them. The people i know are absolutely annoying and they lie and they bicker like children, please shut uppppppppppp

btwwwwww im a complete sweetheart to people who deserve it.

My motto is, don’t fuck me over

 -Adele

legit.

rant time bitchess

if youve got dat so called ‘bestfriend’ who claims to trusst ya with everything . HOLD da fuck up. shes probably lying . Friendship does not  last forever , HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL  nothing lasts forever. You made yourself look absolutely stupid if you think you should get away with keeping a HUGE secret from your bestfriend when you go and tell the whole school anywayzzz . Like capital S U C K MY DICKKKK .

bby

idespiseyou in every way baby. You are so blind to me but you’re the only one that i see. You think you’re so much better than everyone else and i know it’s wrong, but i agree. You are the hugest douche bag with the biggest ego but i know that i would run to you in no time. I know how bad you are for me but it makes me want you even more. You are gorgeous but you have the ugliest personality but i love you all the same.Youdon’t deservemeone bit but i feel like i’m not good enough for you. This rollercoaster, nonexistent relationship will hopefully be over soon; but i wish more than anything that it wouldn’t be, i want this challenging hopeless love.  Something keeps dragging me back to you & all the signs in the world point to you. I keep wishing you will become the person you used to be, but i want that fucking dickhead in you as well, it’s just complicated. There will always be girls who are willing to just have sex with you and i know that’s all you’re thinking of; but i know i could give you more than that, i could give you the best thing in the entire world - true love.

thoughts~

Lately, i’m tired. Tired of being put down, let down, compared to, discriminated against, and much more - by people i thought loved and cared about me. I’m tired of holding on to the one guy in this world that is absolutely perfect to me, yet in reality is completely flawed and someone that i know doesn’t deserve me one bit. I trust about 2 people in this whole world. The only guy i have ever loved (previously mentioned) doesn’t even acknowledge my existence but instead whores around with every fucking girl; then the only guy i considered liking after the guy i loved just didn’t give a fuck- fucked me over too. go figure - we were talking & he made it seem like he liked me then when we actually could talk other than on the facebook he ultimately fuckss me over by asking out my bestfriend ( they went out before, but broke up~ they went out but not before i liked him ) i told her i thought he was cute and she said aw you should’ve told me i never would’ve gone out with him . but to my fucking suprise they starting going out coincidently on my birthday.. he still always smiles and me and acts like he likes me while making fun of me at the same time.. lmao, wowwww .